Lie

I sit here telling people I am fine
I lie,
I sit here telling people that everything will be ok
I lie
I sit here telling people as long as your happy I don’t mind
That’s the truth
I sit here telling people it doesn’t hurt,
I lie,

I just want to die,
The pain, the pain is becoming to much,
The pain is making me go berserk
Without you,

I cried last night, but no-one knows
No-one can know,
No-one can understand
No-one at all,
People claim they know how much it hurts
But how can they
How do they,
No-one knows.

I just want to curl up and die,
I just want to get away from my life,
Change my life, somehow
Someday,

How can anyone understand
How can anyone care
How can anyone realize how much it hurts,
Without you, without your love
Without your smile, without your radiance,

I just want to DIE
I just want to die
Right here, right now
I just wanna pass away.

© 2006-2016

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Categorised as life, Poems

By Bryan Deakin

Hello and welcome to my site, my name is Bryan Deakin, 35yr old from Scotland. A Dyspraxic, Poet, Blogger and Community Activist, I studieda BSc(Hons) Sustainable Development, at the University of Highlands and Islands. Lover of all things Greek and Finnish, and a keen and active member of Falkirk SNP. Prior I was Vice President of Simple Machines, and Project Manager at Simple Machines Forum (SMF).

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