Ever known when you have ruined your life,
Felt each minute, each stab in the heart,
Ever realized when you are losing the one you love,
Due to a mistake you made.

Feel it now,
I sit downstairs,
She sits upstairs,
Refuses to talk,
To hear my voice,
So I cant apologize.

Have you ever felt like you are losing the one,
The one that makes you feel alive,
One you have loved since the day you met.
But now you are dieing inside.

I love her,
It was I that made the mistake,
Wish I could say sorry,
And make her see my regret.
I sit here now,
The pain in my heart.
With the knife slowly twisting.

Have you ever wanted to remove the pain,
The pain from yourself, but specially from her.
Wish things could go back to how they were,
Before you made the mistake.

It was my mistake,
A tense moment,
I will not give an excuse,
As I know its my fault,
I love her now,
As much as I ever have,
But I know it will unlikely be the same.

© 2011-2016

By Bryan Deakin

Hello and welcome to my site, my name is Bryan Deakin, 35yr old from Scotland. A Dyspraxic, Poet, Blogger and Community Activist, I studieda BSc(Hons) Sustainable Development, at the University of Highlands and Islands. Lover of all things Greek and Finnish, and a keen and active member of Falkirk SNP. Prior I was Vice President of Simple Machines, and Project Manager at Simple Machines Forum (SMF).

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