Two Years

I closed my heart,
As I was feart
To show a vulnerability,
to those that cared.

Claimed it was right,
In time we would see,
That I would move on
No longer you and me.

Two years have passed,
Feelings remain,
It is important.
That we refrain.

But I sit here alone,
Regretting what I did not say,
Could have saved the pain,
From what we did say.

I closed my heart,
To those that I cared,
Claimed I could get better.
That I no longer felt the same.

I lied to myself,
And to my friends,
Things aren’t better,
I don’t feel the same.

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