Two Years

I closed my heart,
As I was feart
To show a vulnerability,
to those that cared.

Claimed it was right,
In time we would see,
That I would move on
No longer you and me.

Two years have passed,
Feelings remain,
It is important.
That we refrain.

But I sit here alone,
Regretting what I did not say,
Could have saved the pain,
From what we did say.

I closed my heart,
To those that I cared,
Claimed I could get better.
That I no longer felt the same.

I lied to myself,
And to my friends,
Things aren’t better,
I don’t feel the same.

© 2014-2016

By Bryan Deakin

Hello and welcome to my site, my name is Bryan Deakin, 35yr old from Scotland. A Dyspraxic, Poet, Blogger and Community Activist, I studieda BSc(Hons) Sustainable Development, at the University of Highlands and Islands. Lover of all things Greek and Finnish, and a keen and active member of Falkirk SNP. Prior I was Vice President of Simple Machines, and Project Manager at Simple Machines Forum (SMF).

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